Tuesday, September 20, 2005

coulda, woulda, shoulda

my head
it knows
the reason they left
it wasn't me
but
my heart
it won't listen.
my head
tells my heart
i am good enough
smart, pretty, funny
enough.
i treated them right.
only thing i did wrong
was expect too much
of them.
men.
i like them big
and bad.
the bigger they are
the harder i fall
and the more i hurt.
masochistic i suppose.
those little guys
they never had a
chance
and the only thing
they did wrong
was expect too much
from me.
i'm sorry for that.

2 comments:

red clay said...

good to see you back.

Nina said...

thanks. it's good to be back. now, let's hope i don't get blown away and can stay back. darn tropical storms.