Tuesday, September 20, 2005

coulda, woulda, shoulda

my head
it knows
the reason they left
it wasn't me
my heart
it won't listen.
my head
tells my heart
i am good enough
smart, pretty, funny
i treated them right.
only thing i did wrong
was expect too much
of them.
i like them big
and bad.
the bigger they are
the harder i fall
and the more i hurt.
masochistic i suppose.
those little guys
they never had a
and the only thing
they did wrong
was expect too much
from me.
i'm sorry for that.


red clay said...

good to see you back.

Nina said...

thanks. it's good to be back. now, let's hope i don't get blown away and can stay back. darn tropical storms.